the past few days of revision had been total crap. as i held on to my notes, my mind's focus was not the content of the notes, but rather what my future would be like. concentration levels dropped to an all time low, as i couldnt really register anything into my brains. even though things seem to be working out well, i really wonder if i'm making a "right decision". unfortunately, it seems like a case of "you'll never know until you try". i'm probably finding it hard to step out of my comfort zone, as everything just seems to fall into place so nicely. perhaps that's why i'm reluctant to try out some things. there is an opportunity cost that comes along with every decision made. but.. i cant put it to words. alright, very sudden end. for now, let's just say i hope to find back the focus, and complete this academic race that took up so many years of my life. | 
